My life is bigger than what you had installed for me

I know I have more request than what I could currently produce, but believe it or not, my achievements is far greater than what you expect.

The reasonable or unreasonable things that I have requested you and myself today might seem like it is unnecessary and it won't show mush better result. But my small improvement today is the key for my big future.

I am different because I can see further than anyone around me, bigger than everyone around me, and brighter than anyone around me.

I might be the only person that face failure more than anyone now but it is what make me grows. And I'm definately not the kind that would let bad things block my optimism and my great views ahead.

Even my depression is yhe key to my achievements, and only I can see that.

Hmm.. I have a bad weekend this week. Not only my work production rate going down by 90 degrees, but people around me isn't making me very happy too.

I don't want to be a control freak, but the least you could do is understand me.
I guess maybe its better if I careless of you and more of my own.

Sometimes when things can't work out, we just need a time off.
We need some alone time to clear our mind and make things work our own way again. There's nothing more important than making oneself comfortable of itself.
Only throgh this way, I can live a life I want.
It's not call selfishness, it's call totally disappointment and a wake up call for myseself